Monday, October 13, 2014

Exploratory Draft



I am interested in writing about how Malcolm viewed his old self as a different person, because I want to write about what in prison allowed him to change so violently that he would look at his past self like that. This is important because, as Malcolm says, his change in prison made him who he was for the rest of his life. It seems strange that Malcolm would change so much so quickly, something must have enabled this. This could also not have been a common thing to happen, otherwise the Nation of Islam would be much larger at that point, and there would be more people like Malcolm X.
Malcolm seemed to change because he was at the very bottom rung of the social order, and had nowhere to go but up. In class Annie made the analogy to Malcolm falling into a deep hole with just his past to reflect on, and cut off from everything else, he was in a position to be pulled out by his brother Reginald. Also with Reginald, as Malcolm says on page 161, “I just listened, knowing he [Reginald] was taking his time in putting me on to something. And if somebody is trying to put you on to something, you listen.” The way Reginald approached Malcolm was another important factor. When Reginald told Malcolm that all white people were the devil, Malcolm had experiences that allowed him to think about this in the long periods of alone time in prison, and he realized that all the white people he knew had been bad to him. Reginald was also good at realizing Malcolm’s attitude, and as Malcolm writes on page 160, “[Reginald] would best know how to approach me, since he knew me so well in the street life. Malcolm had also been personally affected by many of the things Reginald talked about, allowing him to quickly accept what he said. Also, as Malcolm said on page 173, “I’ve never been one for inaction.” When he realized what Reginald was saying, he quickly wanted to act on it and wrote to Elijah Muhammad. However, he was basically illiterate and frustrated about it. This caused him to start reading and later snowballed into his whole mindset changing.
This brings up another, related trouble. How could Malcolm be basically illiterate with a middle school education? Could he have forgotten all he learned? This is important because if he wasn’t almost illiterate, did he really change that much during prison? He already had problems with race and white people before encountering the Nation of Islam, so that didn’t seem to change that much. Really all that changed here was how he went out and expressed what he thought, through religion.
Back to how Malcolm could change so quickly in prison, Malcolm writes on page 186 that “The black convict is most perfectly preconditioned to hear the words, ‘the white man is the devil.’” African-Americans in prison are in general more open to become a member of the Nation of Islam. Malcolm X states on page 187 “Usually the convict [being converted] comes from among those bottom-of-the-pile Negroes,” because throughout their lives they “have been kicked about, treated like children.” These prisoners, including Malcolm, are in a hole where they can think about things such as race, and then can be pulled out of that hole by the Nation of Islam. The way the Nation operated and recruited also played a large role in Malcolm and other prisoners joining the Nation of Islam. Lots of people, like Malcolm himself, were recruited in prison by other people who already knew them and how they thought. Going to prisons also worked because people in prisons were generally upset with things and were open to change. Malcolm was like these many other prisoners, and it allowed him to change.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Proposal

I am interested in writing about how Malcolm viewed his old self as a different person, because I want to discover how, why, and if he changed so much in prison. This is important because, as Malcolm says, his change in prison led him to be who he is today. One way to think about this is looking at his beliefs and actions before he went to prison and his beliefs and actions after he went to prison.

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Intro to Mecca

     I had been effectively removed from the Nation of Islam, the group that saved me from my old life. I was the top preacher for Elijah Muhammad, saying and believing that all white people were evil. Orthodox Muslims from the East had been telling me to take a trip to Mecca to experience "true" Islam for years. Then, I had recoiled at the suggestion that the Nation's version of Islam was not real, but now I had to consider it.With no money, no organization, and nowhere to go, I went to Ella and borrowed money to make the trip to Mecca.

     Even though I denounced white people for saying that all people not white were inferior, before coming to Mecca I had been telling all that would listen how the white man is evil. How could such a blanket statement be true? I knew that blanket statements were not true from my earlier experiences. How could I believe something like that? During my visit to Mecca, I realized that there were plenty of good white people in the world, and that white was more of a way of acting than a skin color.

Sunday, September 28, 2014

Weekly Reflection- 9/28/14

"Fewclothes" is an interesting character. He is respected even though he is poor old and dirty. As Malcolm X said, they treat him like a "millionaire". I think like Malcolm was saying with the "old wolf with no fangs" analogy, they see him like a beacon of hope that they will still be able to support themselves when they are old and poor.

A few people in class were saying how the status quo was that hustlers and other people in that kind of life were in a "every man for himself" mentality, or that they were selfish and loners, but they actually seem to be part of a group, supporting each other. I agree with that, they really were all together, helping each other, and teaching new people like Malcolm was.

Malcolm X, when talking about getting a conk, he seems to assume it is to make their hair like a white person's, and that it is a sign of racial shame. However we never hear that that is the reason people do it, it could just be a fashion trend that is unrelated. This might be something that is changed because of the fact that Malcolm is describing it looking back at it from years later, and he might be changing it to fit the story, or he simply doesn't remember.

Monday, September 22, 2014

Weekly Reflection- 9/21/14

I like Malcolm's quote on page 8 (Nightmare): "I had learned that if you want something you had better make some noise." I really agree with this quote, if you never ask for something, you will never get it, because people will not know you need it. Sometimes you will have to be a bit rude, but otherwise you won't get it at all.

Another thing in Nightmare that was strange is that Malcolm's mother refused welfare because she was a proud person and taking welfare would destroy her pride. Wouldn't having her family all in a bad state hurt her pride even more?

In Mascot, when Mr. Ostrowksi told Malcom he shouldn't try to become a lawyer, Malcolm said it was the first major turning point in his life. He had finally noticed the racism and how things worked regarding racism. As someone (not sure who it was) in class a few days ago pointed out, it seems strange that that was the first major turning point, because so many large events had happened to him beforehand that could have tipped him off to the racism. For example, the police being more concerned with looking for his father's gun than looking for the people who burned down his house, or his father getting killed. Especially with his father getting killed, why wasn't that a major turning point?

Thursday, September 11, 2014

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