Text Exploration #1
In this passage (page 26) Gan is talking to T’Gatoi and says he changed
his mind and he does not want her to put her children in Hoa instead of
himself. Afterward, she goes ahead and does it, impregnating him with her eggs.
It is interesting because it features Gan thinking about having T’Gatoi’s
babies inside of him, and what the experience is like.
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Human lives. Human young1 who
should someday drink at her breasts, not at her veins.2
I shook my head. “Don’t
do it to her, Gatoi.” I was not Qui. It seemed I could become him, though,
with no effort at all. I could make Xuan Hoa my shield.3 Would it
be easier to know that red worms were growing in her flesh4
instead of mine?
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1) Wording: Here Butler is
referring to the alien grubs that the Tlic implant into humans, and is calling
them “human young”. However, they are certainly far from human, they are alien
babies. This is a bit confusing when reading this, because they are very
distinct in our mind. This might be done to associate the two very different
things. Either to make the alien childbirth seem normal and like human childbirth,
or to make human childbirth seem very strange and different.
2) Phrasing/Syntax: First of
all, the grubs are referred to as “who” instead of “that” or something similar.
This makes it seem like they are human and not just a thing or a creature. It
also seems strange that drinking from Hoa’s breasts and her veins are
contrasted so heavily. After all, human babies also get blood from their mother
while in the womb. The way it is described just makes it sound strange and
de-familiarizes it to us.
3) Word Choice: The Oxford
English Dictionary defines “shield” as “Something serving as a defense against
attack or injury.” If there needs to be something defending against an attack
or injury then what she would be protecting against, which is T’Gatoi
impregnating Gan, is an attack. This makes it seem like a violent, bad thing.
4) Wording: Red worms growing
inside of human flesh is a thing that seems very unsettling and creepy, like a
horror movie. Red specifically, is defined as “Designating blood” or “Designating
rage or anger”, adding to that feeling. This makes pregnancy seem really strange,
but in reality it is pretty much the same as what all pregnant women do, hold a
pre-birth creature in themselves.
Text Exploration #2
This passage (page 27) occurs near the end of the story, after Gan
decides to take T’Gatoi’s children instead of transferring off the responsibility
to his older sister Hoa. It is worth investigating because it describes the
actual process of a Tlic inserting her eggs into a human, and could give
insight on how Octavia Butler describes and compares what is essentially alien
sex with normal, human sex.
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Yet I undressed and lay down beside her1. I knew what to do,
what to expect. I had been told all my life. I felt the familiar2
sting, narcotic, mildly pleasant3. Then the blind probing of her
ovipositor4. The puncture was painless, easy. So easy going in.
She undulated slowly against me, her muscles forcing the egg from her body to
mine.
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1) Wording: Undressing and
laying down suggests normal, consensual sex. That, as well as being undressed,
makes it a very intimate thing, not with two animals, or a thinking being and a
host animal, but two thinking lovers. This seems to show that they really do
care about one another and it is not just one forcing it on to another as Gan’s
brother Qui seems to think.
2) Word Choice/Connection: If
the feeling is “familiar”, then Gan must have felt it before. However, the text
doesn’t mention any previous times he was stung. They do however, show him
drinking infertile eggs before, so maybe they have the same feeling. Either way
it seems strange, why is he getting stung so many times that it is a familiar
feeling?
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